Intrusive thought during intimate moment
I had some quality "me" time earlier(wink wink) when I had an intursive thought pop into my mind.
It was about a conversation I overheard a few weeks ago when some girls I know were talking about preschool kids who would masterbate during nap time. They were talking about it being a normal activity..but I didn't want to hear anything about it! That kind of stuff, no matter how clinical the discussion, bothers me.
It upset me at the time when I heard them nonchalantly talking about it since I worry incessently about pedophilia, so when it popped back into my mind during my "me" time, I flipped out! Of course, I started to question if I liked it, if I wanted to do that....yada yada yada
I distracted myself afterwards with playing some video games and I KNOW it doesn't mean anything. I've been very stressed out with finals week and worrying about graduation in a couple of semesters...just the usual crap stress around this time of the year. So I can understand why this happened...but...I guess I am just looking for some reassurance that it doens't mean anything...My thoughts have been racing lately and this just isn't helping!
thanks to anyone who responds to this. I've been doing fairly well managing my symptoms, but this just threw me for a loop today.