I'm totally in love with my current boyfriend. But idk why but sometimes I get bored and I start looking at my ex's ********.
For the past few days I've been getting really paranoid that I might still be in love with him or something. He and I had a really terrible break up so it kind of just ended. So I'm afraid after all this time (about 2 years) I've been suppressing my love for him.
It all started when I saw a picture of him and I thought 'he's actually very cute". And i felt sooo guilty. And for the past few nights I've been having dreams that I reunite with him and we talk and stuff. And that we still like each other or whatever.
You just watch those stupid movies where people see their first love again and they fall for them and realize that they never stopped loving them.
I love my current boyfriend sooo much. He means a lot to me and I'm more in love with him then I was with the ex.
I just feel so guilty about having these thoughts about my ex. I'm afraid that I'm still in love with him!!
Plus i feel sooo guilty and I feel like i have to tell my boyfriend. And it would crush him