Re: how many times do you get violent compulsions?
This happened to me when I was about fifteen or so. I'll never forget it; it was a terrible time. My advice to you is to confront this either on your own, within a family/support group, or with exclusively therapy rather than experimenting around with various medications. OCD pharmaceuticals seem to precipitate more problems than they resolve. In my case, I had both homicidal and suicidal ideation which scared the living hell out of me. Also, I struggled a fair bit with compulsions, but eventually managed to beat them by resisting the impulse to follow through with them as a compulsion in of itself (fighting fire with fire, basically). After the compulsions had stopped, the thoughts followed suit.