 fear of liking anything too much
Hi. I'm new here, but I've had very severe OCD since I was eight years old (I'm 19 now). Right now I'm really bothered because everything I like I feel like I have to ignore because it "hurts" too much. For instance, I loved a certain rock band, went to their concert, and ever since, I can't hear the name of the band or see their videos on tv or think about the concert without "hurting" as I call it. I've got a sort of fear of liking anything too much, and so I end up hating it. Does anyone know what I mean? Whenever I certain scene in a book or movie really strikes me, I have to replay it over and over in my head until it feels right, sort of doesn't hurt anymore to think about it, but after that, I force it away from my mind and look at the book or movie without terror. This is a very stressful problem because I have to force every thought of all my favourite things and places out of my mind. I've never heard of anyone with this problem - please, is anyone out there?
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