fear of doctors
I am terrified of doctors (all doctors and dentists, although some are worse than others). I hardly ever get sick, but I am getting a little older (22) and should go for checkups and stuff, but the thought makes me very, very, very upset. I shake because I'm so afraid. I think I'd rather die of a disease than go to a doctor to find out I have it. I don't talk about it with anyone, not even my friends (although some of them know I am afraid, they don't know that it is to the extent that I simply don't go to a doctor). Other than this, I'm a pretty happy person - try to eat well and exercise - and I don't have a lot of other fears.
I do seem to have overcome the dentist part of this fear and have my teeth cleaned every 6 months now. I even had my wisdom teeth out recently, and although I was scared I got through it. The doctor fear has always seemed much, much worse than the dentist fear, though. Does anyone else have this incredibly irrational fear? Any advice?
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