| | ocd??? Please help
It's my first time here. Believe me you are not alone! I have had ocd since I was in high school. it would go back and forth over time. The last year or so I have been fine. Then just last month I got married and bam it's back. I have thought like is he ugly, stupid. should, i have married him, ect... also i have thoughts of hurting him or me and I cant take it anymore. Also ex boyfriends pop in my head it could just be their name face ect... then I find myself talking to myself to try to make it better so i think, like if i think my husband is ugly i will try to cover it up with someone else. Or i will just repeat things in my head like i hate so in so , just anyone as long as its not mu husband. it's not just ex's either that pop in my head it can be anyone family members, strangers, ect.. and it seems to happen at the most inappropriate times. like i was kissing my husband and his dad popped in my head. I hate this !! Sometimes its like im scared to be around my husband because then it happen more. I love my husband he is the best thing that has ever happened to me , and I can talk to him about everything but i still don't feel better i just want it to go away. can anyone relate to me.....please I cant do this anymore!!!!!