Re: PLEASE someone help!!! ):
I wake up every morning with a sick feeling of dread, overwhelmed with all the bad things that can and do happen. I wish to god someone could help. I go to therapy. I take an antidepressant medication, and have done both of these things for years. But still those feelings come. I find that they dissipate once I get into my day. Things that help are keeping busy and active, therapy, I also have a support group for alcohol problems but in any support group you can talk such feelings out. Others have suggested to me that I join a church, but I was raised Catholic and am reluctant in the church arena. Helping out another person, volunteering, going to school, finding a job with work you enjoy (not so easy, I know)- these things help. I also go to my library and read alot of books written by physicists (Einstein and Newton both were trying to understand God and the Universe.) Some of the modern day physicists, like Steven Hawking, have written some interesting stuff that helps me to better understand the nature of the Universe, though they have no answers on God either, it helps to know that these brilliant people were also searching. It is God they sought to understand through their science and mathmatics. All of that said, if you have OCD, you may find that simply having your OCD treated brings you great relief. Best of luck to you.