I have had the same situation for about 7 months or so....
my story is:
I met my boyfriend about 3 years ago and about a year and a half ago we started dating. I was madly in love with him had butterflies and everything that goes along with that...around 6 months i started worrying (out of no where!) if i had cheated on him and obbsesivly thinking about it, feeling a need to confess random things. there was an event i didn't tell him about before our relationship with me and another guy that i felt i HAD to tell him about, so i did. He was angry but brushed it off- just a few days after feeling guilty i started getting intense thoughts --
- if i even loved him
- i had no passion towards him
- i just wanted to end things ect...
so i broke up with him and i was severly depressed for two days. then we decided we were going to get back together... i still had obbsessive thoughts about loving him and if i felt anything.
it was fine for a few months but now its back and i hate it. I can't feel normal. i am constantly questioning my feelings and i keep thinking - if it was so good in the beggining and i couldn't be apart from him then how can i feel this all of a sudden. Does this mean i am in a passionless relationship? or does it sound like OCD?