I spend most of my day dealing with this. Theres always something that pops into my mind that kind of triggers me into thinking I need to tell my husband something. It could mean nothing at all and it could be a stupid thought. Hes been very supportive of what I'm dealing with, no changes in him really, just me! Yeah, I've heard of serotonin. I'm usually a pretty happy person. I Never would expect this to happen to me and it really bothers me that I think about all these things in my head. I feel the feeling of "Having to confess" To him these things too! I had a doctors appointment today and she changed the dose of my medication hopefully things will start getting better for me, this has been living in hell. I feel like I'm losing my mind. Do you know how long it will take for the medication to "Kick In?" I sort of feel like I need to tell my husband EVERYTHING that I'm doing, I went out the other night with my friend and these guys she knew and I told him about it. Then I keep thinking to myself what if theres something that I should have mentioned to him that I didn't??? Even though I know I did nothing wrong, it really bothers me. I feel like I have to take a lie detector test to prove that I did nothing at all! He's so good to me and we have a normal healthy relationship. I really don't know what started all of this.