Help...OCD is affecting my daily life!!!
I feel wierd being on this site, but I don't know what to do anymore. First, I'm seeking counseling, but its not helping.
The problem...I have been diagnosed with OCD, depression and PTSD. The bigger problem is with obsession.
I am married. At one point, when we were dating, we broke up and he started talking someone else without telling me (not that he was supposed to tell me...we were broken up). The entire time he was trying to get me back. I feel like such a fool for not knowing what was going on.
I have the obsession to know everything about that relationship and her. I feel like he is lying to me about what really happened when they were "dating". It is ruining my life and my relationship. I should be so happy because we have a great life together. I want to know everything about this girl. I can't get it out of my head. If I try to talk to him or ask him questions about it, it starts a fight. That makes the obsession worse. I feel like he is not telling me because he just doesn't want to admit it. I keep telling myself if I find out the truth, I will let it go. That doesn't happen.
What do I do??????? All of this just makes me feel so low. I need someone that understands to respond. Please, no judgement. Help!!!!!!!