I've had intrusive thoughts and i've been looking online and it looks like i have Pure O. What I'm really worried about is that I have acted on the thoughts. one in particular. i'm obsessed with replaying the event and see did i act on the though and i've convinced myself i did, i know i didn't but at night i'm staying awake for 5hours convinced i did and if i did my life wouldn't be worth living, i would rather just kill myself. i couldn't face everyone if i have. Have I? how do i know if i haven't what if i have and i've convinced myself i haven't.