ROCD: New face (love another?)
I use to suffer regular ROCD, i mean, fear to not loving my gf.
Now there is a new thing: I know a girl who is my best friend gf, i admit that i like her, i mean, i feel atracted to her on the phisical aspect. So far so good because it is a normal thing for any guy, but my head is ALWAYS telling me that i actualy love her, that i dont love my gf and that i am lying to my self.
There is physical atraction and i can live whit that (it is normal), but if she says or do something that i like, my head is always saying "would my gf does that" and i am ALWAYS COMPARGIN. It is like everithing she does is ok and everithin my gf does is wrong.
I keep looking at her ******** to see what i feel every day.
My therapist told me that it is ocd because it has the same symptoms.
Has i sayed, she has a boyfriend (my friend) and it doesnt hurs me, i mean, i want her to fade away, i dont want to BE WHIT her or HAVING HER for me.
All i want is to be whit my gf, who is the best thing that ever happened to me.
What can you guys say about these?