| o.c.d. is killing my relationship
........I was diagnosed with o.c.d. at16 years of age....at first it started off as checking hairstyles to the point where i couldnt leave the house untill i got an answer in my head(even though it always changed later).....as i got older it was always something new i obssesed over,iv even gone though the hypocondriac stages with thinking the worst was wrong with my body,but the last few years its targeted on being paranoid that my g/f is doing something behind my back or wants her ex back.....its really bad,and i ask her the same repeated questions over and over and over,and even if i got what would be a solid answer the o.c.d. comes back later and doubts it and it starts the cycle over again.....iv even gotten to the point were i do stupid things in order to catch her in the act........and ill go to great lengths to get an answer,its gotten so bad at times that i wish she would cheat on me or thatid catch her just to finally realease the o.c.d................has anyone else dealt with this form of o.c.d. before???????
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