Inability to Function is Back
I have been dealing with OCD and other anxiety disorders my whole life. A few weeks ago I actually felt pretty good and in control. Isn't it sad how things can spiral down. I have had bad dental issues this year that have effected me horribly. I thought things were finally over but now I have pain again in a root canalled tooth that is making my whole jaw ache. The Endo and Dentist say everything looks fine. I am immobilized by this. I am obsessing about nerve disorders, living in constant pain, what to do. I cannot function and just cry. Makes me so mad because I have 3 small kids and I so want to be a better mom for them. I feel like I cannot cope. I had to take a xanax this morning just to stop crying and shaking. I have not seen my doctor in months but made an appointment for Thursday. I hate taking medication but I cannot funcion and get through this mess by myself. I am falling appart and so scared.