Has anyone else experienced these thoughts?
Although I've never been officially diagnosed with OCD, countless things throughout my life, as well as the fact that my dad has OCD, have led me to believe that I have it. Anyways, lately I've had a few intrusive thoughts that have been driving me crazy, primarily one, and they're much more intense than they used to be. Basically, the thought that I'm gay or that others think I'm gay continuously enters my mind, and although it isn't as intense as it used to be (October-November), it still lingers throughout my mind on a daily basis. It is so ******* frustrating because I know I'm not gay; I've liked girls my entire life and literally get obsessed with some girls, and have never felt attraction to men in any way. I'm a teenager and, as all teens do, I look at straight porn and enjoy it (Just to further prove it, haha). Even so, the thought still enters my mind and it's almost as if it's trying to convince me that despite my past, I might be gay or others think I am. There's literally nothing I can do about it and it drives me crazy, and although the intensity of the thoughts and how much they bother me have decreased as I've grown used to it, I'd still like to know if anyone knows where I'm coming from. Any comments would be great. Thanks.