Okay, so my thoughts are now switching back to my old thoughts.. sort of. Now my mind keeps thinking that everything i want to do, theres a voice in my haed saying dont do that. idk why? I guess i'm just imagining it. Also like, i'm afraid when i do somehting bad, that i'm listening to the devil. Every thought i have, basically has to do with the devil or something. It's scary. I go to church and stuff, and like thats one of my fears (devil/going to hell). I have diagnosed OCD,but does anyone else have thoughts like these?
I, a few weeks ago, had this thought that It was either god or the devil battleling in my thoughts that it scared the crap out of me. I had to litteraly talk myself into being calm.
Now I always think that the devil is out to get me or take control of me that it worries me sick. One thought turns into another and soon I have anxiety over the top. I don't know what to do but keep taking klonopin to keep calm. I wish others knew of my situation and could offer advice.
Okay, so my thoughts are now switching back to my old thoughts.. sort of. Now my mind keeps thinking that everything i want to do, theres a voice in my haed saying dont do that. idk why? I guess i'm just imagining it. Also like, i'm afraid when i do somehting bad, that i'm listening to the devil. Every thought i have, basically has to do with the devil or something. It's scary. I go to church and stuff, and like thats one of my fears (devil/going to hell). I have diagnosed OCD,but does anyone else have thoughts like these?
There is an old story told by Native American Indians…..a boys father told him we have within each of us two wolves that fight each other…. one is a bad wolf and the other is a good wolf. The little boy asked his father, ‘Which one wins”. The father said the one we feed.
So we can chose ............ do we feed thoughts from evil or good?
