Please read, I need all the advice I can get
I have a serious problem that is really getting to me. All day everyday I obsess about having a bunch of different mental illnesses. I literally, search every mental illness and check each symptom to see if I have it. I have extremely strange thoughts a lot of the time and it makes me panic and then I look it up. I'm tired of doing this. I feel like there is something seriously wrong all the time. After looking up all these things I think it really messed me up. It's like I know the thoughts I'm having are totally irrational, but why am I still thinking about them. It's like it's non-stop. My doctor prescribed me 300mg of seroquel and 20mg of prozac. I don't get any benefits out of it. I'm scared of being admitted to the hospital because I've been over 3 times last month and I want to leave right when I go in. But, I don't know how serious this is getting. I have 0 personality anymore. I sleep a lot of the time because I can't handle my own thoughts. How strange does this sound; I was actually wondering where thoughts come from and what is a thought, and why when I think about something it plays through my head. No body should have to even think about that. It's so strange that's why I've been wondering If I have a thought disorder it's getting extremely hard to even function correctly.