Alright, so I have thoughts all day everyday about being gay. I know inside i'm not, but today like my friend was talking about how she was talking to someone who was a lesbian how they know they were one, and then I'm worried thats gonna happen to me. I worry about having thoughts and being attracted to girls all day. I hate this, I just wanna be normal.
Also, I constantly worry about if i'm a lesbian, and what it would be like to be one. Ughhh