Ok, this is going to sound extremely strange. That is why it bothers me so much. I was playing a video game. Some zombie game or whatever. Zombies eat brains and all sorts of ****. and I'm having a really hard time getting these twisted thoughts out of my head. I know I have pure-o really bad, but I don't know if this is serious. All day I have violent and gruesome thoughts in my head. It frightens me so much. I know my thinking is irrational, but I can never get these thoughts out of my head. My mind never shuts up. I obsess about this ALL day. I don't want to think about these things anymore. I was too scared to tell a doctor because I don't want to be thought of as crazy.