I am 55 years old. I have been told by one psychiatrist that I am bipolar and another said I wasn’t. The one that said I was bipolar said I am a “dulled” bipolar. I am on Lamical which I do want to continue because it gets rid of ANY desire to drink AND helps me keep my focus by allowing me to finish a project instead of having 20 different things going at one time and never finishing anything.
My problem is: I sing repetitively in my mind. I know people get songs stuck in their head and I have done that when I was younger. But now…it is 24/7. For at least 3 or 4 days straight before it begins to fade. Then one little thing will trigger it and it begins all over again. Maybe it is the same song - maybe a different one. It is tormenting. All night - it even wakes me up. All day - unless I am thinking about something else. Any suggestions.