oh believe me'' ive live with this for a long time and its so hard to get people to understand'' they look at me and think im crazy and sometimes i feel iam '' but'' thats part of it '' the thinking and worrying '' but there always someone out there that will listen and understand and try to help you threw it '' posted on here and venting is good ''i will be here for you if you get bad and i do understand '' my daughter has it and cleans her house over and over until it feel right '' we fight to control it everyday where no one will notice''that ''dont understand''hang in there ''