I feel like such a horrible person, I have horrible thoughts I find very disturbing and make me sick to my stomach about the people I love most! It's like what else can my mind come up with next? It's a never ending cycle... Can this be ocd? Or something worse? I feel like such a bad person I would never do these things. I really feel all alone in them they are very bizarre thoughts. Worst part is I feel the need to confess all of my thoughts to my boyfriend. I don't want to tell him my thoughts I'm terrified of what he may think, but I can't stop thinking them.
Someone anyone can you help me out of this hell hole??! AM I GOING CRAZY? I JUST WANT TO LIVE MY NORMAL LIFE HOW I WAS BEFORE THIS.