Hi, I am 14 years old and have OCD. A couple of months before I knew I had this disorder, I had a really creepy nightmare about my father physically abusing me when I was a toddler. It really freaked me out at first, but I calmed down eventually, telling myself that it was just a dream and it meant nothing. But now, I've been having obsessive thoughts about whether or not he actually did it and I got amnesia after it. Could this be a symptom of OCD too??? Or could this actually be a true memory??? Help, please!
The following user gives a hug of support to PinkIcecream: tic tac 18 (05-17-2011)
Hi there, in my experience with my ocd, being unsure of so many things, is a big part of it, i had a similar incident when i had a vivid dream about verbally abusing a friend, it didnt happen, but my mind told me there was a chance, i racked my brain for days, even visiting the location of where i thought it took place to reassure myself that it didnt happen, this was my ocd, i understand where your coming from, i know this is easier said than done but try to overcome the obsession, thats all it is. best wishes fellow sufferer, take care Paul
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I've dreamed about my loved ones dying before... the dreams are so detailed and realistic that I wake up positive that it actually happened, that they're dead.
Dreams are not reality, and rape allegations are seriously devastating.
If you do not recall your father raping you, I suggest you try to forget the dream and never mention this to anyone.
Best of luck to you.
PS if the rape you dreamed about involved actual intercourse, I can pretty much guarantee you it didn't happen. An adult man having sex with a toddler would result in serious bodily injury to the child, injuries which could not be overlooked or ignored.
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