I m tired of getting thoughts abt GOD n am i so bad dat he is dng wd me lik dis... i luv him bt luvin him is making me mre weak towards situations me nt able to face anything because of getting punished and all....IS god so much angry on me sumtimes i feel like hell out here its frustrating....dnt knw wad to do how to remove fear towards GOD d way i use luv him is d way i have started hating him plz help sumone...i dnt wnt to gt scared...by god i wnt him to be my frnd d way he was wd me d more i luv him d more thoughts i get....hw to deal with such thoughts me nt getting it....i m sick plz help...