This will be the 3rd time I posted and my message doesn't appear
I will only talk about what helped me
First thing you should do is get a Journal and write down the dosage of your current medications when you started them and Milligrams.
Write how your are feeling each day. This journal will allow you to see the progress your making.
As far as the thoughts go.. I can only tell you is that each time they entered my mind I wouldn't fight it. I would say to myself "I know what I have and it's treatable" You also know your not going to act on these thoughts. You have to start believing that. It will help you a lot.
Don't ever hate yourself for your thoughts we all are just different. Just like people have medical conditions and take meds everyday so do we.
The medication helped me very gradually. SO gradually you can't even notice. But soon you will see that as quick as the thoughts enter your mind they just keeping moving on and you won't dwell on them.