I constantly think about someone cutting me
I'm not sure if this is an OCD thing or some sort of anxiety issue. I have an appointment with a therapist, but thought I might get some insight here first. This may be a little graphic, but I just need to explain it to someone.
Ok. I think about someone, other than myself, cutting me with a razor blade all the time. It's only in the joints such as, behind the legs, elbows, wrist, back of ankles, and sometimes even under my tounge. When I get these thoughts, I feel like I have to bend my joints or cover them up to keep myself from "bleeding". Sometimes, while I'm driving I get these thoughts, and it is difficult to drive because I want to bend my knees and wrist to keep from "bleeding". My boyfriend thinks it is funny to sneak up behind me and move his finger on the spot behind my knees. The last time he did this, I freaked out. I screamed, and started crying and immediately put my leg up that he "cut". I realize how stupid it is, but I can't stop thinking about. I had these thoughts when I was younger, but I am now 20 and they have gotten much much worse.
Does anyone have any ideas about this? Does this happen to anyone else?