When I had my first real bout with OCD I doubted my love for my girlfriend which is now my wife. I almost left her.
You love this person and it's impossible to stop loving or caring about someone that quickly.
Through the Fog in your mind try to think rationally.
Everyone has flaws and no ones perfect.
I can remember those days like yesterday. My Therapist asked me to make a list of Why I love my girlfriend and why I don't love her.
The truth came out on paper and I cried the whole time while making the list. I wasn't thinking clearly and the reasons why I didn't love her never really existed.
The OCD caused doubt and the possibility that my relationship could fail. I can only guess as to why it started.
Originally Posted by Sufferingheart
But the thoughts are making me crazy and think I'll be in a loveless relationship even though deep down I feel the love.
Don't let the OCD get the best of you. Please if anything start reading up on OCD. It's something most have there whole life. You need don't know everything you can about it.
OCD is waxing and whaning. It hits you when you least expect it... Nothing is off limits to it. It knows everything, your darkest secrets to things that a "normal" person would never think. It knows when your weak and it is brought on sometimes from stressful situations.