Hit a rough patch a couple weeks back and still recovering. I mean overall i'm pretty lucky I guess, or at least I feel like I should feel that way. My OCD reacts well to meds, most of the time I barely even notice it, but every so often I hit one of these relapses and its really frustrating. I try to let the worries go, but sometimes its hard, especially when I get afraid of giving in to them. You'd think after having OCD for what 17-18 years now, most of my life, and never having done that I'd have more faith in myself, but I guess thats part of the worries. The what ifs'. Right? Of course I want to be back to normal NOW, which is so mature
I'm pretty darn impatient. But of course wanting to not worry makes me think more about worrying. Haha, its all a big circle. *sigh*
Does anyone else ever get that way? Afraid you'll give in to your worries, whatever they are? Or worry about always worrying? It seems so redundant, but there it is.