my OCD story
here is my story,
A three months ago I was in a business trip to uk and I was having shoulder pain and my friends suggested a massage in the hotel we were living, then I called the masseur to the room, she did the massage and then she asked for more money and she offered me some sexual pleasure , then I became very anxious as I haven't been before to a prostitute , so I refused the offer and I started freaking out about this incident ;then I decided to get tested after 4 weeks, in a two weeks after the incident (17th day), I started to worry a lot, and I remembered a year ago when I helped a man in an accident when he was bleeding heavily , then I started having panic attacks then I went for a test at that same day .
Since that day I became kind of worrying a lot about HIV infection.
At 28 days from the massage incident I did the combo test and I said it's over.
Two days later , I went to the barber and during shaving he nicked my neck (as always I get because of my hear in opposite direction in some areas) then I started freaking out about this incident, then I decided to do HIV test after three week, and I was very worried about it,
in the day of the test, I was out of concentration and when I left the lab, I started to freak out again about the syringe and I called them and asked about it and they said it was new and we never re-use the syringes(to be honest, I remember there were a big box full of brand new syringes in the clinic near the chair where I sat for blood withdrawal)
Then a gain decided to re-test after tree weeks from that incident<<<<<also I decided to see a doctor for which told me that I had an OCD and Hypochondriasis, and she prescribed (((LUSTURAL 50mg two tablet a day , INDERAL 40 mg two tablets a day and Miratzapine 15 once a day 2 hours before bed.
Now I can feel better in the panic attacks but I still freak out a lot,
last week I decided to do the test after the syringe incident, in the day of the test I used a toilet at work and then I realized that one co-worker who is famous of multiple sexual relations used the toilet before me , then I decided to postpone the test for three weeks a gain to cover this incident!!!
Just a week later ,
I was at the barber shop for a hair cut, then accidently he did a small cut by the scissors behind my ear where little blood and stopped, and again freaking out again
Now I am afraid that I will continuo like this and I am seeking some help about this
-are the incidents mentioned above could cause the HIV infection?
-am I suffering from OCD and Hypochondriasis? And can get red of it?
-are these medication suitable to my case?
-does any one face the same thing so he/she can tell me what did he/she do to overcome this?
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