Re: is it ocd please help!!!
Iam no profesional but I am almost sure that it is OCD, and those "voices" of yours are compulsion. It is not schizophrenia, an schizophrenic believes in its delusions. From what you have written you seem to be distressed by those thoughts, it is OCD. Remember compulsions are things we do to supposedly calm our self or to react against those obsessions. The truth is that those compulsions only make your obsessions and fears stronger. I highly recommend seeing a professional , CBT therapy and meds are pretty effective treating OCD
Hope it helps, remember you are not alone
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