| what is this ocd or something else
i use to imagine in my mind about bad images like i use to yell hard as i can in my images and use to imagine things which are torturing images i use to imagine i am on the road and i am putting my head close to the truck running on the road and sometimes i use to imaging i am putting my head on the road running very fast sometimes i use to exert force on my chest a strong force sometimes i imagine i trun my head up toward sky and there is some fast thing comming out my chest which is really horrible those thing disturb me alot sometimes i think that those thoughts could harm my life sometimes when i do those images i think that something bad would have had to me or to my health because of those thoughts and it is really hard to live with those images and sometimes i really hope those things will go away it creates anxiety for me and i feel tired of those images either mentally or phsyically sometimes it really drive me nuts when i am in deep thoughts.
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