Am I a bad person?
A few months ago, I never had any of these happen:
1. I first started getting.." obsessions "; I learned that this was OCD.
2. I didn't get help for this, and things got worse--
Like, I have these impulses/ a voice tells me to do bad things.
Over time, it got REALLY bad. I hear voices and stuff-- Research told me that this was schizophrenia...
I never done this before in my life, and I try to fight it, because it disgusts me. I... do this:
I..mutter these intrusive thoughts, and then anxiety/guilt comes in, because I don't know WHY I said those, as I don't mean them.
I try humming or biting my tongue, but it still comes into my head, and I don't mean to insult anybody. I know this because I feel horrible afterwards, and not good.
I get upset because I feel as if I'm a horrible , just because I have these thoughts, and that I'm a jerk.
If I were actually that horrible, wouldn't I feel happy and not extremely guilty..?
What do I do?
I'm only teenager years old, I'd like to live and enjoy my life.
Last edited by ms_mod; 12-16-2012 at 12:20 PM.