I have been suffering from ocd for a number of years and i get false memories after i have been out on a night out and i'm drunk. I get this terrible fear that i've cheated on my fiancé even though i know i would never do that as i love him so much. I just have this terrible guilt and its making me want to stop drinking. Even a week ago i was out with my fiance and bumped into an old school friend and the next morning i had this panic attack that i had cheated even with my fiance being there with me. It is driving me crazy. Please help
I second the recommendation to stop drinking doubly so if you are taking medication! It may not be easy but I really think it will help improve your quality of life. You can be a fun person and have a good time without it, I promise :-)