Yeah, I don't understand it either. Well, I do actually. I used to wanna die sometimes, but I got help and realized that NO PROBLEM is so bad that it can't be solved in some way. That's what's so sad about people who commit suicide. They just couldn't seem to find a way out of their troubles and their problems, and the only other option they could possibly come up with is to permanently get rid of all the pain and suffering...but the truth is, there's going to be more of that after you take away the gift of life...because we all know where you go

so don't take away the most precious gift you could ever recieve...and btw rules, I'm glad you are doing better and that you have met someone. It's the greatest feeling when you love someone and you know they love you back. I wish you luck to come! Take care.

~Ash