the visitors are some of my family, some of my fiance's faily, and their friends. all staying here, while I sit here, on disability, trying o keep balance. it's not working, I crashed hard yesterday. Did what hurt me the most..... I asked MY son to leave my home, so as to keep peace. but then my fiance worked things out with him, and so far, thingsare settled down, at least appearances say so. I know deep down inside, there is still lots of tesion. he keeps saying he's getting a place "soon" he knows I am stressed out over it. it all comes down to he difference in how we were raised, and how we raisedour kids, they are all different from each other, each thier own way, but I can't help feling mine just isn't satisfactory. bad news, I'll be glad when it's all over. we're planning to move 2000 miles, to another state for a year. yes, that ads to it. a lot of things all at once are comn down o me, I;m just NOT strong enoug to handle it.
thanks for answering