I dont fit in, why? - Open to All Other Health Topics Message Board

matty16 · 04-15-2003, 05:32 AM

OK here it go's

I've had a very bad school life, thrown out of 2 for bad behaviour mainly because of the bulling.I'm not going to go into that to much because i no longer suffer from bullys.Afder being thown out of two schools i was put into another in my year9.I again found it hard to make friends and got bullyed again and again.My personality changed in my nith year, instead of being a quiet boy i started being very bad because i was not getting any help from the teachers from the bullying i was suffering.I kicked off ne day i chucked a chair at a teacher.They then thought that mabye i had something wrong with me so someone decided to put me into a 6 week lockup at alder hay hospital.I had a scan where they put you though a machine and 1 where thet stick probes onto your head.I was told that there was nothing wrong with me but to this day i think that they could be lying.The question i would like to no is that, can they not tel you if u have somthing wrong with u?

zuzu8 · 04-15-2003, 11:45 AM

Hi matty-
Being bullied at school is one of the most painful and cruel things children or teens can go though.,and unless the school teachers or headmaster intervene properly it just gets worse and worse. No wonder you are so angry (and hurt).
Your rage probably alarmed them and they did a brain scan to make sure there was nothing wrong physically, like a tumor. If they said there was nothing wrong physically, believe them!!!! But emotionally, it sounds like you still feel bad.
If you still feel rage and hurt, or are depressed or anxious, maybe you could go to a psychotherspist to talk about everything that's bothering you.
You'd be amazed how helpful good therapy can be for things like low self-estreem and unresolved anger. Have you thought of trying this route?
zuzu xxxx

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matty16 · 04-15-2003, 12:58 PM

Thanks for the reply

I will go down that route, i think it may help.Whats there to lose

Cheers

BlackCherry · 04-15-2003, 02:49 PM

I was bullied a little at school, but it stopped when i kicked the **** out of a guy and broke hs ribs. (i do NOT reccomend this course of ation - i got into so much **** for it...)

I have a councellor atm, to help me deal with long-term illness and depression. it does help.

At the very least it's a time that's all yours so you can do hatever you want and be selfish for a while, not having to care about what people think of you.

If you're in england you could contact the CLD (youth councelling trust). they're really good and will set you up with someone for as long as you need it.

good luck, Keep shining!
Carrie
xXx

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"The light shines in the darkness, and the darkness has not overcome it"
John, Chapter 1, Verse 5.

shine on and sparkle, without the darkness, how would we define the light??

BlackCherry · 04-15-2003, 02:51 PM

I was bullied a little at school, but it stopped when i kicked the **** out of a guy and broke hs ribs. (i do NOT reccomend this course of ation - i got into so much **** for it...)

I have a councellor atm, to help me deal with long-term illness and depression. it does help.

At the very least it's a time that's all yours so you can do hatever you want and be selfish for a while, not having to care about what people think of you.

If you're in england you could contact the CLD (youth councelling trust). they're really good and will set you up with someone for as long as you need it.

good luck, Keep shining!
Carrie
xXx

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"The light shines in the darkness, and the darkness has not overcome it"
John, Chapter 1, Verse 5.

shine on and sparkle, without the darkness, how would we define the light??