Dreams of my grandfather.
I don't know where to post this but I want to talk about it with someone. I think my family would think I was making it up. In April my grandfather died of cancer, we were with him in the final days and even there the morning he died. Then, my grandmother suddenly passed away almost a month to the date. I'd never lost anyone before so it was a little overwhelming.
I've been having dreams of my grandfather. Odd, really vivid dreams. The first one was right after and all it was was I just saw his face and he said "I'm ok". Then right after my high-school graduation I was walking with him at church- which was weird because it's where his family is burried and where my family personally wanted him burried too but my grandmother wanted another cemetery. I asked him what he thought of graduation and he said "It was a little long, but good" which I thought was funny because it was a really long ordeal. Then, just last night I dreamed I got a call from him on my cell phone. I answered it and I recognized his voice immediently because he went "Hi Lindsey!". I don't remember much although he said sometimes he'll just sit in the den, our family room. I forget why though.
Has anyone ever had an experience like this? I know it sounds cheesy and all but that's what I've dreamed. I wake up feeling so happy too like my Pop-pop still is here. And they're not just childhood memories, he's always telling me something. Not like deep life secrets but just to let me know he liked the graduation and such. It just makes me feel really happy but really sad to.
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"Careful the things you say, children will listen.
Careful the things you do, children will see.
And learn."
~Into the Woods
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