 Mind never seems to work
My mind does'nt seem to work at all sometimes. This is in addition to all of my other problems except I've never really discussed it with anyone. It's just one of those little "things" in life that I figure are just part of the "human condition".
Anyway, As far back as I can remember, I get these periods lasting from between 3-4 days to a whole week where I feel like my IQ drops to something like the IQ of a clump of mud. During these periods, it is nearly impossable for me to complete a sentence, retain a thought, pronounce words, articulate ideas or carry on a smooth conversation with anyone without screwing it up. Even when I try to type on the keyboard, I am all "thumbs" and that gets messed up. It's like there is some kind of curse hanging over me just trying to screw up every thing I say or do. Murphy's law comes to mind.
Also, I tend to do weird things like putting a sponge in the freezer or pouring my cereal into a dog dish - and much stranger. Very scatterbrained and even something as simple as running into the living room to tell my freind that a movie is coming on evokes major fear that I will not be able to get the words out properly (and usually, I don't).
I really don't think this is part of some major disease process going on because I also have long periods of time where the "genious" in me comes out and I am the life of the party...witty, smart, etc. I have suffered from depression, anxiety, OCD, Tourette's and ADD ever since I was a child (I'm 40 now). Would any of these disorder cause these things?
Thank's
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