Hi Zuzu,
The sciatica seems to be getting worse even though I am doing all the exercises etc. I have been researching and believe that I have "piraformis syndrome" (as my "physiatrist" advised me) and bursitis in my right hip. Geting old...bah!
What gets me down is that I feel that my job drains me (I feel like it sucks the life out of me!) and then I have nothing left over for my kids and family. Some people will flippantly advise that I should quit my job and cut down on expenses etc etc, but that is not in the books for me. We are barely making the mortgage payments. The airline I work for is filing for bankruptcy protection and they are really sockng it to us re finances,awful shifts etc. It sure wasn't what I signed on for 25 yrs ago! I wake up in pain and live n pain every day. I try not to succumb to the "victim" mentality but sometimes it's hard not to feel sorry for myself as I decide which painkiller to take today to make it through the day.
I haven't had the MRI results yet. I'd love to know what the pain triggers are. Today was particularly awful on the pain scale. I remeber only 2 years ago hiking, skiing etc without a care. I love skiing with my kids and will do it this winter whatever I have to do to achieve it, but it is a little scary all the same.(the suffering afterwards)
By the way, whatever happened to our long winded friend of a few months ago? Can't remember his name. He seemed quite self centred to me. (cornelius?) I guess he became bored with us. He had a lot of probems.
I still can't get my head around his anger management problems at the same time as being a cuddly teddy bear. You seemed to get along with hm more than anyone. Have you seen him on any other boards?
Hanging in...tagger
PS...if yu don't mind my askng, what was your MRI for?
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