ok i dont know what the heck is wrong with me.Ok i have been posting about hiv and stuff like that thinking thats what my symptoms were becuase of the whole oral from a female sex worker with a condom on thing.But people tell me its not hiv this all happened last monday and these symptoms started 2 days after. the symptoms are
(the first night this all started i was lying in bed and when i would breath deep enough it felt like my lungs were hitting my ribs then my stomach felt weirder than ever like it was eating my insides)
(Sweat Hands Beyond normal like soaked fingers and all)
(like flem in my throat not alot but it makes me clear it and it dissapears and then comes back sometimes weirdly)
(itchy in certain areas no rashes (not all the time ))
(muscle aches that come and go randomly (not alot tho rare))
(yawning alot and stretching)
(hungry and i go to eat but then i feel like i cant swallow like im nauseas or full)
(feeling tired sometimes and my mind runs random like im lightheaded and my eyes get heavy or like my vision in the distance goes blury like its hard to concentrate)
(last night my left side was all achy and uncomfortable and i kept farting and i tryed to go to the bathroom but couldnt but the this morning i did and i went alot)
(i think i bruise easy i dont know if its normal if u bang your arm and five minutes later to have a bruise i never bruised like this i dont think or i just never noticed it )
(on my way home from my cousins the bone between my left eye and my nose was aching like hell felt weird for no reason)
(i feel like i am just too tired to do the things i enjoy and when people ask how i feel it gets me more upset i think like my chest feels all tight and burny)
i am told its either anxiety or ocd or a thyroid issue or guilt i dont know what it is this is all the crap thats thrown at me this all occured the day after i was with the escort protected oral that was it.These feelings really dont occur all at once one comes the other goes its weird right now my hands are sweating alot and there very clamy i tryed baby powder lotion etc but its weird there always sweating.Sometimes i feel fine and then wham it comes back again.Everyday it happens i sleep fine at night tho there is no insomnia what so ever.I almost plowed into two cars today it was weird there were stopping and it was like i was in another world.in a daze even its hard to explain.Althou i havent had the really light headed thing lately then went away 2 days after it started just light headed now like spacing out.I find it hard to read things to or watch tv from far away and outside the light sometimes hurts my eyes.On night my nose felt tingly and then all of the sudden
i thought i heard a pussing sound and then it was all wet and oily i never felt that before.Then one night below my waste was all tingly and i couldnt get erect.I have had a small little cut like when u peel ur skin and it looks all red it happened like 5 days ago and hasnt fully dissapeared i drink alot of water and stuff and i think theres a cut or sore on my tounge far in the back when i scrape my teeth on it it feels a little sore cant see it to its on the left center.
i have had no swallon glands no full body sweats to my knowledge and no soar throats my feet sweat alot too at night its just mostly my hands tho.
any ideas what this is.
i have had a std test which covers all but hiv via uerthra schwab it was all negative.
a hiv test and thyroid test is in progress as we speak and to top it all off i found out today my healthcard was canceled last year.when i tryed to change doctors and that a video store took fifty dollars out of my checking account for late fees they say and i didnt have enough to cover it.(i found this all out today so dont go saying thats why your all nervouse cuz i could give a crap about that stuff)
Last edited by happyfillmore; 06-24-2004 at 04:00 PM.