Getting over college anxiety
I recently began a new major after being in the previous one for a year, and I feel so overwhelmed. I feel as though I'm having everything thrown in my face at once, and I feel like I'm not capable of doing anything right. Perhaps this is just stress from midterms being next week, but I feel awful right now and I'm considering dropping out because I feel that me and my efforts are worthless. I have so many things to do for next week, and while I'm sure I can get them done, I feel like I have a hundred pounds laying on my shoulders. Aside from all this, I worry I won't have enough money to buy new supplies if I keep screwing things up so badly.
I feel like I want to get out of here, but the problem is I have no idea where I could go if I actually left. I don't want to go back home, and neither does my mother. I just sort of want to be able to disappear. I'd rather be gone than be a laughingstock.
This isn't really an inquiry...just more of a vent. I haven't been feeling like myself for the past couple days.