Hi Scotty,
I truly understand your situation. I went through pain management for a little over 2 years. I had my fusion in January and I am back off to pain management on the 17th. I have stayed on the same pain meds since surgery. I am fusing, xrays show bone growth, but I still have horrible pain. My surgeon warned me about it. He warned me several times before surgery that this was possible. At my last visit he said, Sherry, its not going to get any better, I want you to go to therapy (heat and massage) and to long term pain management.
I don't know if they would have continued to rx my pain killers if I had refused the fusion. I didn't ask. I was praying the fusion would fix my pain and I would no longer need rx's on a daily basis. My surgeon knew I was expecting too much from the surgery, thats why he kept telling me over and over not to expect to be pain free after surgery. Surgical's statement about them not continuing to rx pain meds if you don't do the surgery could be true. I'm not sure. It sounds reasonable to me. Then again, we should have the choice to not have surgery and still be treated for the pain. I don't know here. I applied for SSDI and was denied because they said I had had surgery for my back and the problem was fixed so I should be able to return to work in a years time. It made me wonder if I hadn't had the surgery would they have denied because I didn't try the surgery. I wish these idiots at SSDI would understand that even if there is a successful fusion there can still be dibilitating pain. It drives me crazy. Oh well, I am in the reconsideration process now. I know this thread had nothing to do with disability, I'm sorry I got off topic.
Anyway, think long and hard before you go through the surgery. I have been told that if the nerve has been impinged for a long time that even after they relieve the pressure, there is still pain. Something like remembered pain or something.
I really do wish you the best. Just be prepared if it doesn't happen. I have been fighting major depression because my surgery didn't work. I thought if the stupid thing fused then I wouldn't hurt like this. I guess I just wouldn't entertain the thought of hurting like this for another 30 or 40 years. I won't do it that long. If this PM can't help me, I don't know what I will do. I have become tolerant to my breakthrough meds and now I'm having some type of allergic reaction to the adhesive on my fentanyl patches. I'm breaking out and actually bleeding from the area. Life like this sucks.
God Bless,
Sherry