Hi all,
Most of you probably don't know me, but I started posting about 4 years ago. I stopped for a long time, but I kept reading on and off, but never posted. I know DAVE remembers me(: Anyways, I herniated a disc at 17 and ended up having 2 surgeries after on the same disc. A year and a half ago I had my last surgery. Fusion at the L4-L5 level in my spine. I lived in Little Rock, Arkansas but I live in Portland,Or now with my parents. I was in school and trying to get my degree in Biology and go to medical school. Things have been extremely rough since I last posted on here a few years ago. I still suffer with the same pain down my legs. Unfortunately instead of having pain in one leg, I have them in both. I started taking pain meds at 16 and now at 22 I can tell you I am fairly dependent on them. Unfortunately I literally almost went to DETOX because my brain could not take all the meds anymore. The day I went in, a doctor happen to look at my chart and she told me that I did not belong in treatment because I was still suffering with pain. Even though I did want to get off all the medication I had to have a game plan to combat the pain before I went into detox. I was already getting checked in when the doctor asked to speak with me before I went in and she told me all of this. I am still thinking that I will probably end up going, ONLY when I am ready to combat the pain without pain meds and that may be never.. who knows.. Unfortunately I have taken EVERYTHING... Vicodin,oxycodone,oxycontin,duragesic patches,morphine and now the greatest drug ever invented.. METHADONE. Unfortunately the docs think I have permanent nerve damage in my spine. So I might live with this forever. I've been a chronic pain patient since my middle teens.. kinda sucks huh?? The methadone is great. I am just getting titrated up at the moment since I just got off of Oxycontin. It was giving my too much trouble so I decided to switch. Methadone helps with the pain so much better than any other med that I have tried. It keeps my head clear all day long. It's soo great. I am going back to school soon to finish my degree.. hopefully in Sept. However, I need to get my pain under control first so I can continue with school without being too disstracted. As well, I am looking into getting a Spinal Cord Stimulator to control my pain. Anyway, I just wanted to say HI to everyone and I will be posting more from now on..
Yall take care,
Joe