Hi all.
As said, I am tentatively scheduled for the stim trial on the Tuesday before Thanksgiving (so I have plenty of time to relax before I have to return to the "real world"). But am getting worried.
NOT so much for pain, I can handle that... more because I have heard this this will possibly be worthless for my back and hip pain, which are monsterous lately compared to the leg pain (and evidently it is the LEG pain it will help, and since I am 70% back/hip pain, am I making a mistake here??)
Also, The patches/MsContin combo that was holding me at around a 6 is now failing --bad ... I am back up in area of 8 at least 4 days a week (and almost every night) I hurt LOWER than usual in my back...I think maybe something is messed up a step beneath my L3-4 mechanics?? Could it be collapsing down? Late last week it suddenly began hurting tremendously. And everything is very swollen. Why is it so hard to get a dr to listen?? I know I need some twisting Xrays, or ??? but surgeon is all about Covering his BUTT! I can feel my back screws wiggling.
ALSO- I am trying to hold my marriage together, but my hubby seems so frustrated having a broken wife...I want to be able to go out for a drink, or to a club, but on these meds, hahahahaha!! All I want is a nap! I'm tring to work 3 hrs a day (Teacher's Asst) but that is for my self-esteem - and to pay for some of the med. co-pays!!
I feel 98 years old, like a hypochondriac 98 year old!! Or a drug store. I wish I didn't take so many meds, holy cow!!!
Any ideas of the likelihood the stim will work, because I really need a glimmer of hope here (I know it isn't a 100% cure, but a 2 point knock down would be GREAT!!). Anyone have experience with it helping back and hip pain??? My DREAM goal is to minimize the narcotics some so I can go back to school PT by summer and get my teaching certificate. Yet somehow I have a feeling that I will end up back in the same spot, in a few months, just with more scar tissue, and more foreign crud inside me... I know, great attitude, But so far nothing has worked.
Thanks for listening to me... this is my therapy coach so I can go be cheerful around my kids
Michelle