DIRECTOR: Thanks for the reply. I specificity told the PM Doc that i only wanted to take it for the worst of attacks and not all the time as i hate taking any drugs at all.
The demerol works well for me during the worst attacks and i really don't want to change but for some reason it seems that all Doctors don't like to write for Demerol. I had one Doctor talk me into taking Delaudid one night during a really bad attack and i suffered terribly!!! all night long because it didn't work.
Another thing that this Doctor told me was that if the Methadone didn't work that i could take the Demerol on top of the Methadone. I think this would kill me and i have no intention of doing any such thing.
So much for Doctors...