Hi Shawley,
I was thinking about you today! I knew your stim trial was tomorrow, and I was wondering how you were doing.
If I were you, I would go in to the ER, Its going to be hard enough for you to sleep tonight, I know how long you have waited for the stim trial, and if you are up all night, pain spiraling out of control, you arent going to be able to tell if the the stim is working for you or not!
A LOT of folks on this board have done exactly what you did, got so tired of the pills and waiting for the next dose or refill that they went off them completely, I am sorry to say most of these 'experiments' went the same way as yours, peopla realized they were still in horrible pain, and as bad as they thought it was on the meds, it was better than suffering 24/7.
Maybe the stim trial will work great for you, I hope so, But in the mean time, I would try and get a doctor to address your pain. Can your wife take you into the ER? Let us know how you are doing, and please let us know how it goes tomorrow!
Hugs, Fabby

PS~ Do you still have any of those hydros you had? those and a heating pad would probably get you through the night