needing to ramble - Pain Management Message Board

ladybuggy02 · 06-25-2008, 09:30 PM

hi well i've been afraid to post and very sad the past few days because some one on here could not understand my post i have run on senteces and don't spell well ... just i really don't want to put this on my siggy like the mod had suggested whenh i asked what i should do but i had 2 strokes 10 yrs agoi and this is like the only disablity i was left with so it took me along time to even post but i need support also....i really need it today so please bear with me

my mom is a cper she has severe scoliosis she has hariting rods . she is completly fused and bone graphes and spinaldegeneration she has been to the best hospitals in the west any way she grew up in childrens hospitals she is 64 the things they dis to her was torcher..years of it... anyway a few yrs ago she got in a severe pain crisis they only gave her like vicodin for her does nothing any she was in a very dark place hospice helped us for a few months they were wonderful they helped although she isn't dieing she has to live in this pain like most don't so she now has a wondefuk dr who knows she will never get better but she is in a pain crisis tonight and she lives 4 hours from me i can't drive... my older sister is going thank god my dad id also a cper...my mom is om liquid morphine , methdone, fyntnal patches , xanax , and some other things for bp etc...yes all of this together for a few years... she fell yesterday she can't stop crying her pain is soo high my sis will get her comphy then we will call her dr for break through for her theres a certain way todo it.... any i just needed to ramble it so hard for her i just pray that she gets some relirf tonight i wish i could go but i can hardly get out of bed...
thanks for listening
ladybuggy

ms_west · 06-25-2008, 09:50 PM

Oh ladybuggy, I am so sorry your mom fell and I just said a prayer for her. I imagine you are feeling mixed emotions wanting to be with your Mom and not being able to go because of your pain. Thank goodness that your sister can go to her and help your Mom out during her time of need. I pray that this will provide you with some comfort knowing that she is in good hands.

Please keep us posted on her condition.

How are you doing? Have the shots helped you out any?

Boxerluver · 06-25-2008, 10:06 PM

Ladybuggy, I am so sorry to hear about your mom. My mom is also a cper and I can completely relate. I feelso bad when I cannot help her out because I am in too much pain. I am an only child, but thank goodness my dad is in good health and can help her. My mom falls too and it is very scary. I hope once your sister gets there you get a good report on your mom.

Hugs
Melissa

ladybuggy02 · 06-25-2008, 10:40 PM

diet and boxer thank you so much for replying my mom has had soo much pain in her life i wish there was something i could do my sister and my mom are my best friends my sister is taking my niece with her she is so great to my mom also i know she is in great hands it takes them a few hours to gert there to ... iknow it will help my moms pain knowing my sister can handle every thing and she won't need to worry about any thing cause at least i know when i get in high pain i worry about every thing then the guilt oh i just feel for her ....and my dad he already took his night meds so he can't help her...he will end up falling...
i'll post about my stuff tomarrow i wasn't sure if i would get any replies i'm soo thankful i did i'll tell my mom how shes in your thoughts also ...she has been wantting to come to this site i hope soon she will beable to i have her all set up on here...
ladybuggy

ladybuggy02 · 06-25-2008, 11:03 PM

i just talked to mom on the phone were waitting for my sis toget there and i told her you guys are thinking and praying for her and it brought her to more tears it made her feel a little less alone in her sea of pain...
thank you
ladybuggy