PasBabycakes

Hi Ladybuggy,Thanks for checking on us,We just came home bout hour ago from Hospital an they are treating his pain really good,I was so grateful for that,They are giving him 4 different meds,Oxycontin,Dilidid,Morphine an I forgot the other but one of them go in the IV for instant relief an the other 2 are taken by mouth.He didn't eat his breakfast but ate better at lunch when we were there for Mom to feed him.They didn't have in his chart he needed help eating because of his right shoulder being broken so they just left the tray,Poor guy couldn't reach it but we got everything put on his charts so all the nurses should know now.They even called us to bring a bladder bag for him because they couldn't find one but we were 5 minutes from hospital an live almost hour away from it.But they figured something out an Mom will take needed supplys tomorrow.It was really hard because he didn't know we already knew the cancer came back an he told us he had something to tell us an didn't want us to pucker up an be upset but the doctor came in this morn an told him most of what we knew but I think he may have got a little confused because he said it went to the lung an they told us it was in his lumbar spine area.Anyway he said he had been thinking the last couple weeks that the cancer had come back an that if it was Gods will for him to die like this in such pain there was a reason an he wasn't afraid an for us not to be.He said he was at peace an was ready to go anytime.Ofcourse he don't want to leave us but he is a God fearing man an he knows when he dies it'll be OK.It almost killed me listening to his words but I managed to not cry.BUT I'm not saying he is going to die yet,There are things like the radiation which may catch it in time.But my biggest concern is him not being in pain an I can say that part was much better today.I'll update again soon.Thanks so much everyone.Babycakes