blankaflower

i just want to begin this post with a big thanks,and i say that because you guys are really the first people that have really shown support,and that in its self,gives hope and is one of the best medications in the world,thats from my heart really,i am so grateful...so as to answer some of the questions i read,yes i have been through 4 neuros.i was hospitalized last july .for 1 month,i was in my 5th month of pregnancy and i went into pprom,wich is a premature rupture of the membranes ,my daughter airianna,was born at 26 weeks and she weighed only 1lb,12ozs,and she survived and she even only spent 2months in the hospital (nows she so fat and happy)a true miracle!!anyway thats when i had the 4 neuros,i had mris,cts and the works they said migraines.and kept me on alot of nasty morhine and percocets which really killed my stomach,(my headaches were out of control!!)anyway as i said before i moved to a new state and,i am now applying for insurance,to get a new neuro,but im the mean time my headaches are really so bad,i woke up this morning with a really bad one.i spend 3 hours vomiting and just trying to get it under control,i just feel so lost in this,i have never had a long term medical problem to deal with and ,sometimes when i try to talk to a dr,they make me feel like my problem is silly and they are to busy to sit and talk to me,,i cant live with these headaches,they are taking over everything andi am so sad,to put my family through this,i just want to have 1 day without pain,its so hard,to deal with,,anyway sorry to keep blabbing on thanks again for your concern and god bless you all,,,blankaflower