Scared about cp and pain meds & addition
Can anyone help me see the light or get a grip on what is going on in my head about cp, the pills and or patch that helps control the pain? I keep going to the addition & recovery board. Why is that I know that going into getting help for my cp is that getting hooked on the meds was going to happen but I need to keep myself in check on controling the intake of the breakthrough pain meds and how I am to do this. My first doc that would ever listen and help me, all others was thinking I was seeking meds, but anyone who has had the same thing knows how docs are. I did put a question on the add & rec boardHere is what I wrote and can you help me with this?
"I am on 75 patch change every 72 hours and it scares me the pain scares me and the meds scare me. I know that it is very additive but yet I can not handle the pain and what happens when the pain meds don't work & they have to be stronger. I was on oxy one 100mg 2 x a day and oxy for break through, the 100 did not work then went to pm doc and got put on the 75 patch and rox for breakthrough, doc said I do not need stronger breakthrough meds, its from the oxy that I am getting withdrowl from. This was last week and I still have break through.
I have to say I am so luck I found this board by accident, I have been looking for help since 1999.
Ok now I am rambling. Can anyone give me insight on this?"
Thanks and sorry it is so long.
Kari
__________________  Chronic pain from Tendentious in right elbow 1996, left elbow 1998, shoulder pain within that time, neck pain the hole time.
My job at Safeway ended in Jan of 99, they said due to lack of work for me. They could not make a job for me, so I was on my own. No Insurance, no money, no hope. I have used everything from expensive ointments to magnets nothing would help.
Docs would not give pain meds because they are additive even though I was in chronic pain. Could not take the pain anymore Jan. 2003. No work no money the pain just kept getting worse.
I was very depressed and ready to step infront of a big truck to run me over. I really gave up on any hope to control the pain til a freind took me by the hand to help me get the help I needed.
Was told by welfare to run up $2500. in ER bills to get covarage for myself, so that is where the help started, now I had to find a doc who would listen that is not easy, ER docs will not just give out pain meds, "med addicts". But got lucky found on doc in the ER that did listen and gave me hope and would see me.
I suggest to anyone out there look for the younger docs that will help for chronic pain.
Found out through MRI's I have degenerative arthritis in my neck, shoulders and arms on both sides. Nerve damage in right arm due to surgery in right elbow. Now am seeing a PM doc whom I do not care for but will see tomorrow about my break through pain. No more PM doc back to my reg doc. She put me on vicodin 3 x a day if needed for BT pain.
Have a good pain free day 
Kari
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